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Courage

Hello again!

Sudden thought came up this evening, as i grow older (and maybe unlikely wiser or maturer) i became less courage to speak up what i feel. I dunno that is because I am an introvert one (introvert would not wrote this, like seriously) or i kind of conscious about what people perceive who I am. Maybe that is why i am more comfortable to write this on blog instead ranting here and there on my socmed. Anyway  speaking of which, do that mean i am not completely honest being myself? Or just simply i want to keep inside not to share to others? I think that is not pretentious.
Some people grew up being judgemental for which I don't respect at all. As much as I want to ignore those person, a tiny little part about what they said would bug any part of my head, is it? 
Well,except wishing for happiness for me and closest people around me, I also hope that God will give me more courage. Courage to speak out what I feel, courage to admit my mistakes, courage to do what i love even when the whole world tells me that i shouldn’t.


PS : yes, this blog has not died yet, i am just being moody to write or what not. And believe me I try to write this on bahasa but came up lame so yeah..
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  1. deadyrizky25 Februari 2014 pukul 19.26

    thought it was dead but it is not. Alhamdulillahilladzi bi ni'mati tatimmus shaalihat

    BalasHapus
  2. Tanaya10 Juni 2014 pukul 12.23

    some people are indeed judgmental, using their own yardstick to measure others, judging a journey with their own shoes. But they will never identify their ignorance when no one speaks up.
    I know you to be an admirably acute person, Riski. I hope that courage stays with you. ;)

    BalasHapus

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